Take What You Will.

I suffer from broken hearts looking for a place to stand amongst it all.
Living one day at a time, enjoying each breath
Striving to reach a goal of obtaining happiness,
While treading through the waters of life trying to solve the mystery
Of why we try so hard to be one with another
To be close with another
To love another.
While at the same time trying to figure out what is right and what is best and what is meant to be verses what isn’t.
The direction of our lives is so complicated. So chaotic.
Yet so simple.
We all just want and deserve to be happy.
This blog use to make me happy.
I use to want to share with the world what my heart felt and what I found to be beautiful.
I feel as though I have lost sight of that.
I have lost sight of creating an environment, a space to call my own where I can express myself in whatever fashion that may be.
I have lost sight of creating and expressing.
I have allowed myself to worry about the eyes of others and not the eyes of myself.
My pieces are my own voice and creation.
I took down a lot of my favorite pieces in an attempt to salvage something I was not able to.
And now, I have attempted to piece back what I once took apart.
Now it is nothing but a fragmented time line of what was meant to be a linear progression of my thoughts.
For this, I apologize. Not only to my readers, but to myself as well.
As a writer, I have not been true to my craft. I did not stand by it when I should have and now I feel as though I must begin all over. I will not delete what is already up, but I will continue to move forward with my intentions.